Vanessa Kisuule is a big Michael Jackson fan. She once took great pleasure in her hero’s music and performances; now she lies awake because of them. In her provocative, honest debut Neverland. The Pleasure and Perils of Fandom, she explores how we can hold people accountable and love them at the same time. Why do famous musicians mean so much to us? And why is it so hard to accept that the people who are important to us, famous or not, are capable of doing terrible things? A fiery ode to music and an unsourced look at the cost of hero worship.
Vanessa Kisuule is a Bristol-based writer and performer who has written for The Guardian, NME and Lonely Planet. Kisuule is a lecturer for Southbank New Poets Collective and was Bristol’s city poet from 2018 to 2020.